The Intrepid Spaceman Spiff and his wife Accomplishment Girl navigate the medical training adventure.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
We ain't in Toto any more, Kansas!
So I worked at the HRC yesterday. The Health Resource Center (HRC) is a clinic in north St. Louis run by the university. I had never been in North STL before, and it's another world north of forest park. There were boarded up houses, groups of idle teens, trashy stores, overall slummy. You couldn't pay me to live there, that's for sure. Scary, but it was also really sad. You could see these formerly nice homes, that had once looked exactly like mine, had completely fallen into disrepair. The clientelle of the clinic was also discouraging. Yesterday we were doing physicals for teens who were in a rehab clinic. They were 14-16 year old boys who were concerned about gettting tested for HIV, chlamydia, ghonorrea, and syphillis. They didn't phrase it that way, they just said "I want to get, you know, tested". For what? I would ask, not really knowing where they were headed with this. Looking aside, they'd just say "you know." Being a clueless naive white middle class kid, I would just note that on the history and report it to the attending. The attending was really cool and had a good rapport with these kids. He had gone to Howard (a traditionally black medical school in DC), or at least had scrubs from there, had dreds down his back and could talk with these kids in a way that I couldn't. For him it was implicit that these guys were concered about STD's. His advice and instructions for these guys were not directives, nothing along the lines of "you need to stop sleeping around before you get HIV", but instead he would tell them that they were young and otherwise healthy, and it would be a shame to ruin that by smoking more or not using condoms. The rate of HIV in the black population of St Louis is something like 4 times the national average, and is among the highest in the nation.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
What I Do For Fun
Sometimes, Chancho, when you are a man, you wear stretchy pants, in you room. Is for fun. Well, perhaps I don't don red briefs over baby blue tights and a cape. Instead when I 'm not hunched over Netter and NetAnatomy.com and my syllabus, I play the piano. Sometimes Mindy helps me, but usually it's just me. It's a lot easier to sit down and practice now that I'm not six. Plus, since I'm not paying for lessons, I don't practice if I don't want to. I get the fun of playing without the drudgery of playing etudes over and over. That''s pretty much the only constructive thing I do for leisure. If I'm not doing that I usually just sit around and try to let my brain unwind.
Speaking of brains: we removed the brain from our cadaver two weeks ago. We cut the head in half above the eyebrow removing the calvarium (top half of the head, roughly speaking). Two dissections later, we cut the remaining half again, this time in the coronal plane (the plane between your ears) down past the larynx in order to expose the pharynx and larynx. After that, we cut from the nasal cavity through to the palate to expose the sinuses. By the end of that block, the upper half of our cadaver was bareley recognizable as human.
Why do I mention this? Until the early 20th century, medical dissection for learning by students was taboo. Yes, dissections were social events during the Enlightenment, and to some degree in the Renaissance as recorded by Rembrandt in his famous (but anatomically erroneous) painting the Anatomy Lesson of Nicolaeus Tulp. The subject in those times was a publically executed criminal for whom the post-mortem dissection was the final step in his shameful demise. At our school we have over 400 bodies donated annually of which the MS1's get to use 28 for dissection. In October we have a memorial service for them to which the families of the deceased are invited. It's a great thing to be able to dissect a body and learn from it. There is no substitute in my mind, since atlases and even 3D computer models are only partial views.
Some authors claim that the cadaver-student relationship is preserved in the modern age of CT, MRI, 3D model etc. in order to familiarize the student with the nemesis of their chosen profession, death. The dead body in front of the student supposedly serves as a reminder of what will ultimately come to pass for every patient, regardless of short term interventions. I can't speak to this, since I have virtually no experience in clinical medicine. Frankly I didn't view the intial incision down our cadaver's back (which I made) as particularly cathartic. Yes, it was a little odd to cut the skin of another human being, but I have been sticking foreign objects into the living for 3 years. Frankly the hardest dissection for me was not the face, that was more of a pain and challenge than anything emotional. Dissecting the hand was a stranger experience. The hand is uniquely human, and the cadaver on which I was working still had on nail polish, which made it more difficult to distance myself from her humanity. She still had the poke marks in her fingertips from the blood sugar lancets, marks which I inflicited thousands of times as a phlebotomist.
Speaking of brains: we removed the brain from our cadaver two weeks ago. We cut the head in half above the eyebrow removing the calvarium (top half of the head, roughly speaking). Two dissections later, we cut the remaining half again, this time in the coronal plane (the plane between your ears) down past the larynx in order to expose the pharynx and larynx. After that, we cut from the nasal cavity through to the palate to expose the sinuses. By the end of that block, the upper half of our cadaver was bareley recognizable as human.
Why do I mention this? Until the early 20th century, medical dissection for learning by students was taboo. Yes, dissections were social events during the Enlightenment, and to some degree in the Renaissance as recorded by Rembrandt in his famous (but anatomically erroneous) painting the Anatomy Lesson of Nicolaeus Tulp. The subject in those times was a publically executed criminal for whom the post-mortem dissection was the final step in his shameful demise. At our school we have over 400 bodies donated annually of which the MS1's get to use 28 for dissection. In October we have a memorial service for them to which the families of the deceased are invited. It's a great thing to be able to dissect a body and learn from it. There is no substitute in my mind, since atlases and even 3D computer models are only partial views.
Some authors claim that the cadaver-student relationship is preserved in the modern age of CT, MRI, 3D model etc. in order to familiarize the student with the nemesis of their chosen profession, death. The dead body in front of the student supposedly serves as a reminder of what will ultimately come to pass for every patient, regardless of short term interventions. I can't speak to this, since I have virtually no experience in clinical medicine. Frankly I didn't view the intial incision down our cadaver's back (which I made) as particularly cathartic. Yes, it was a little odd to cut the skin of another human being, but I have been sticking foreign objects into the living for 3 years. Frankly the hardest dissection for me was not the face, that was more of a pain and challenge than anything emotional. Dissecting the hand was a stranger experience. The hand is uniquely human, and the cadaver on which I was working still had on nail polish, which made it more difficult to distance myself from her humanity. She still had the poke marks in her fingertips from the blood sugar lancets, marks which I inflicited thousands of times as a phlebotomist.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
All's well that ends well
Short version: I passed my first anatomy exam. Yay! It feels odd to have a different bar to aim for than as an undergrad. The stakes are higher and so is the bar in medical school. In college I consistently tried to ace every exam and get at least an A-. Things are different now. I'm glad I passed, and since the exam was so hard, I know that I'm lucky to have been able to. Shoot for the P, since Honors isn't happening in this class.
We had some strange units in class this week. We covered the topography of the skull and the cranial nerves, both of which will be covered to exhaustion in later units. Consequently, right after the exam it was hard to jump right back into the long study hours. I don't think that I was resting on my laurels (such as they were), but having such general sections kind of threw me off my groove.
Some of the hardest stuff to master this week, and I have by no means mastered it, was the deep face. The area behind the angle of the mandible (the part of your lower jaw where it changes from horizontal to vertical) is chock full of nerves, arteries and a couple muscles. The arteries are pretty tough because they are quite tortuous in their tracks. While this is handy in allowing you to open your mouth without tearing blood vessels, it makes tracing them and their branches difficult. Identifiying structures is doubly difficult because several things are named very similarly if not identically, for instance there are two buccal nerves which arise from totally separate cranial nerves; there is also a hypoglossal nerve, but a hyoglossal muscle. Keeping everything straight is pretty tough. It's hard when there is a long section to learn because you don't have any down time to catch up, you just need to study the next section hard so have a few hours to go back and learn the older stuff again.
We had some strange units in class this week. We covered the topography of the skull and the cranial nerves, both of which will be covered to exhaustion in later units. Consequently, right after the exam it was hard to jump right back into the long study hours. I don't think that I was resting on my laurels (such as they were), but having such general sections kind of threw me off my groove.
Some of the hardest stuff to master this week, and I have by no means mastered it, was the deep face. The area behind the angle of the mandible (the part of your lower jaw where it changes from horizontal to vertical) is chock full of nerves, arteries and a couple muscles. The arteries are pretty tough because they are quite tortuous in their tracks. While this is handy in allowing you to open your mouth without tearing blood vessels, it makes tracing them and their branches difficult. Identifiying structures is doubly difficult because several things are named very similarly if not identically, for instance there are two buccal nerves which arise from totally separate cranial nerves; there is also a hypoglossal nerve, but a hyoglossal muscle. Keeping everything straight is pretty tough. It's hard when there is a long section to learn because you don't have any down time to catch up, you just need to study the next section hard so have a few hours to go back and learn the older stuff again.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
At Least That's Done
Well, for better or worse the exam is over campers. I think I passed, at least a cursory review of the practical looks like I got maybe 60% right, which would be ok. The written exam was, to say the least, grueling. I took that part last, after nearly 4 hours of testing before it. I was starving because I was too nervous to eat before the exam. It was extremely challenging, every question was really tricky. Some I had to outright guess on because, to my knowledge, we had never discussed it in lecture.
The questions were mostly clinical vignettes where you had to tease out the relevant facts and answer the questions. There were very few "what attaches to this bone" type questions, but they were a nice break when I could get them. The vignettes would be a few sentences of scenario, followed by a question. Here is an example: A young man presents to the ED after a bicycle accident where he hit his shoulder against a light pole. He has numbness along the outside edge of his shoulder, his pinky, and is unable to extend his wrist joint. What was likely damaged? Then there are 5 closely matching answers, out of which you hope to find the correct one. Did he avulse the top roots of the brachial plexus? did he damage a cord? a terminal branch? which one? were there several nerve injuries that could match this scenario? of these possiblities, you have to figure out the right nerve(s) and hope your answer matches those available.
There was also a slide portion where they showed cross sections of a cadaver, MRI, CT, Radiograph(x-ray), and drawing. The tricky thing about cross sections is that the convention in medicine is to use the inferior view, rather than a superior view. For example if you have a cross section which shows the shoulder joint, you are looking at the section from "below" rather than a bird's eye view from above. The real trickery comes in some of the paintings where you can tell that it's a superior view that has been digitally flipped so that the left and right match an inferior view, despite being able to clearly see the chest as you would from above. The CT's were pretty straightforward, at least in the thorax. My only difficulty came in trying to discern between pulmonary arteries and veins. Check out images 13 and 21 on this page if you want to see some good CT's and know what I'm talking about. #37* and #30 are the vessels in question.
I realize it would be more convenient if I just posted the pictures on my blog, but there are copyright implications and I'd rather not mess around with that.
The questions were mostly clinical vignettes where you had to tease out the relevant facts and answer the questions. There were very few "what attaches to this bone" type questions, but they were a nice break when I could get them. The vignettes would be a few sentences of scenario, followed by a question. Here is an example: A young man presents to the ED after a bicycle accident where he hit his shoulder against a light pole. He has numbness along the outside edge of his shoulder, his pinky, and is unable to extend his wrist joint. What was likely damaged? Then there are 5 closely matching answers, out of which you hope to find the correct one. Did he avulse the top roots of the brachial plexus? did he damage a cord? a terminal branch? which one? were there several nerve injuries that could match this scenario? of these possiblities, you have to figure out the right nerve(s) and hope your answer matches those available.
There was also a slide portion where they showed cross sections of a cadaver, MRI, CT, Radiograph(x-ray), and drawing. The tricky thing about cross sections is that the convention in medicine is to use the inferior view, rather than a superior view. For example if you have a cross section which shows the shoulder joint, you are looking at the section from "below" rather than a bird's eye view from above. The real trickery comes in some of the paintings where you can tell that it's a superior view that has been digitally flipped so that the left and right match an inferior view, despite being able to clearly see the chest as you would from above. The CT's were pretty straightforward, at least in the thorax. My only difficulty came in trying to discern between pulmonary arteries and veins. Check out images 13 and 21 on this page if you want to see some good CT's and know what I'm talking about. #37* and #30 are the vessels in question.
I realize it would be more convenient if I just posted the pictures on my blog, but there are copyright implications and I'd rather not mess around with that.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Marathon or Head Race?

In our Orientation one of the Deans likened medical school to running a marathon. I guess the implied meaning was that you should pace yourself and you should be ready for a long haul and not go too hard in the beginning. I think a more apt comparison would be a head race in crew or even a 2K. In a head race, you row full speed through the starting line and try to have the fastest time over a 5K or 7K course. It’s grueling and it’s hard and it’s full speed all the way, all the time. Studying in medical school isn’t about saving your energy, it’s about going all out, all the time because anything less and you will be passed by the material and your classmates. I feel that way right now anyway. I might change my mind later in the year, but right now that’s how it feels. Currently my mind feels fried (which I guess would argue that you should pace yourself), but I still have 25+ hours to study before the exam on Friday. I know I can learn what I have to, but I don’t want to. I want to sleep. Things left to study
-Cervical plexus: learn which nerve roots contribute to which nerves
-Dermatomes of the arm, hand:
-Muscle insertions on the humerus
-review the heart and lungs for the umpteenth time
-review fascias of the posterior triangle of the neck.
Postcriptum: So, in rereading this, it seems that I have no sense of proportion or balance. Let the record show that I do in fact have leisure activities, among which include playing the piano. I study as much as I think I have to in order to do well and pass. Do I think I'm going to get honors in gross anatomy? no. Do I hope to pass? Yes. Do I study my tail off so that I don't have to remediate anatomy next summer in Omaha? yes.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Shooting the curl
So my other blog had a post that was pretty similar to this. When I'm studying intently for hours and hours for days on end, it kind of feels like how shooting a curl on a surfboard must feel. The schedule is really tight this week because we have an exam on friday, so I have to spend every minute getting ready and making sure that the time is well spent. There isn't a lot of margin for error, as far as wasted time goes. I learned on my mission how to budget my time aggressively, so that skill definitely comes in handy now. Up at 6, bed at 10, 10 hours of study, 3 hours of class and some meals in there. I hope and pray that the pace will back off after anatomy. Either that or I will have learned how to study and so I might have an hour or two more a day that I can take care of the corps physique. It's bedtime so I'm going to dream anatomy dreams.....
Cool Toys
One great thing about medical school is the cool stuff you get to use. In the basement of the medical school building, we have a medical student lounge. There are always two students playing on the ping pong table and we get a lot of mileage out of the air hockey table. On thursday this week, however, we got a really cool new toy. The director of the clinical simulator got his hands on a laparascopic simulator. It’s a combination of high and low tech. The simulator has many of the same instruments used in laparascopic surgery, including hemostats, forceps, clamps, and a stapler. There is a light and camera combo which is just like the real thing, (imagine a magic wand with light and camera at one end and a focussing ring at the other). The whole thing is wired into a tv screen so you can watch yourself on the TV just like in a real OR. The low tech part comes with what we can do with the instruments. The instruments are inserted through holes in the top a wooden box, inside of which is another board with screws, nails, and other objects screwed into it. There are lots of beads and washers and rings and such that you are supposed to practice manipulating with the laparascopic tools. Several factors make this difficult. Having good depth perception can be hard since the screen is 2D and the tools are in a 3D environment. Also it can be difficult to tell what position to put the tools in so that they can most easily manipulate the articles inside. Since you’re working with essentially a long lever, the directions are reversed too. If you move your hand to the right outside the box, the box itself acts as a fulcrum to move the distal end of the tool to the left. You yourself can complicate things by changing the angle of the camera as well. You can rotate it 360 degrees, so you can put the “bottom” of the box on the “roof” if you want, just to test your mental agility. It’s a lot of fun, and I’m glad they put it in the lounge. I love playing with it, the manual challenge is pretty interesting.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
How I study
One thing that really differentiates medical school from undergrad is that as an undergraduate, you have a set of textbooks and assigned readings or sections that are common to the whole class. Everyone reads and studies from the same resource. In medical school, you can buy whatever books will help you the most. Some books are better than others, but if you make friends with someone who has a differnet book, the weaknesses usually balance out. Netter’s Anatomy Atlas for instance, has great pictures but too many labels. There are so many lines coming off the pictures that you have a hard time figuring out what you’re looking for. Grant’s Atlas is good, the pictures are simpler, but sometims there isn’t enough detail. If you want supplemental clarification, you’d better get a Moore’s Clinically Oriented Anatomy, because the previously mentioned atlases only have pictures, but no explanatory text. BUT, Moore’s alone will not suffice because the text can be too much and sometimes you just need pictures.
It is no accident that there are no required texts. The administrators in charge of curriculum explicitly told us that they set it up this way to begin encouraging us to be self-teachers. Most of the learning doesn’t happen in the lecture hall. I always go, but the pace is so fast there that you only have time to jot down a few key words that might not be covered in depth in the syllabus but might come in handy. The real learning happens after class when we get together for 6 hours and teach each other the material. The first step is usually a re-read of the syllabus with Q& A with one another to either clarify or to quiz each other. For me I study most effectively when I’m working with two other people, three tops. A group of five has a tendency to degenerate into social time and if it is work focused, then people are split into a group of three and a pair, so why bother with five in the first place. We study together for the afternoon until 5, though usually one of the regular group is dissecting, sometimes two. After 5, we head home, and I begin studying again at seven, and go until ten. The great thing about studying in a group is that you can teach the other guys and that really shows where the gaps in your own knowledge are. I’m very fortunate in that I have three extremely bright guys with whom I study regularly.
It is no accident that there are no required texts. The administrators in charge of curriculum explicitly told us that they set it up this way to begin encouraging us to be self-teachers. Most of the learning doesn’t happen in the lecture hall. I always go, but the pace is so fast there that you only have time to jot down a few key words that might not be covered in depth in the syllabus but might come in handy. The real learning happens after class when we get together for 6 hours and teach each other the material. The first step is usually a re-read of the syllabus with Q& A with one another to either clarify or to quiz each other. For me I study most effectively when I’m working with two other people, three tops. A group of five has a tendency to degenerate into social time and if it is work focused, then people are split into a group of three and a pair, so why bother with five in the first place. We study together for the afternoon until 5, though usually one of the regular group is dissecting, sometimes two. After 5, we head home, and I begin studying again at seven, and go until ten. The great thing about studying in a group is that you can teach the other guys and that really shows where the gaps in your own knowledge are. I’m very fortunate in that I have three extremely bright guys with whom I study regularly.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Tools and Dorks
So, I wrote of the first week that there were no morons in medical school. I now ammend that statement. They aren't necessarily dumb, obviously they aren't since they got in. They are just lacking in common sense.
Example: If you are a VERY hirsute man, please, don't assume that you are Adonis incarnate. We don't really want to see your furry body as you change into scrubs in lab. We have a locker room or a bathroom that are perfectly suitable to this purpose.
Example 2: If the dissection instructions contain a list of structures to be exposed during the dissection, you can safely assume that those are the things to look for. Don't just skin the cadaver and call it good. The rat's nest of nerves underneath is what we're looking for. See, when the instructions want you to expose the internal jugular vein, it's really helpful for the labmates who aren't dissecting that day if you actually do it, so that we can see the adjacent structures.
Example 3: Cadavers that dry out are like jerky. Please spray them down!
Example: If you are a VERY hirsute man, please, don't assume that you are Adonis incarnate. We don't really want to see your furry body as you change into scrubs in lab. We have a locker room or a bathroom that are perfectly suitable to this purpose.
Example 2: If the dissection instructions contain a list of structures to be exposed during the dissection, you can safely assume that those are the things to look for. Don't just skin the cadaver and call it good. The rat's nest of nerves underneath is what we're looking for. See, when the instructions want you to expose the internal jugular vein, it's really helpful for the labmates who aren't dissecting that day if you actually do it, so that we can see the adjacent structures.
Example 3: Cadavers that dry out are like jerky. Please spray them down!
Another week come and gone.
Another week come and gone.
This week was a lot better than last, in short. We had two embyro lectures and a lot of PPS which reduced the amount of new anatomy I had to learn. PPS is Patient Physican and Society, which the clinical bone they throw us in the pre-clinical years. This week we had a lecture on pain, the only formal didactic session on chronic pain that we’ll recieve. The professor alleged that 80% of office visits pertain to chronic pain of some kind. If this is in fact true, you would think that we would have more instruction. There was a gentleman with chronic back pain secondary to a workplace injury who talked at length with how he came to grips mentally and emotionally with his intractable back pain. We then practiced interviewing a standardized patient about chronic pain issues. We haven’t gotten to do this 1:1 yet, but we have a small group and one of the group interviews while the rest of us watch. The guy who was interviewing was pretty choppy and stilted in his interview style. As several of my LDS friends who were in different groups and I debriefed the PPS session together, we all talked about how serving a mission helped us a lot to easily talk to strangers about intimate subjects.
Anatomy: this week we learned the following:
Posterior triangle of the neck: This region is defined basically as the area in front (anterior) of your trapezius and behind the platysma muscle. If you exaggerate a frown and push your face forward, the muscle that bulges out on your neck is the platysma (roughly speaking). The superior (upper) border is the matoid process which is the bony protusion behind your ear. In this little space we have the cervical plexus, the brachial plexus, and some small muscles that help to hold your head up. There are a host of blood vessels which are very difficult to remember. The brachial plexus is especially hard to remember, this innervates the arm and hand, as well as some of the pec muscles and the muslces of the shoulder. It’s easy to draw on paper, but tracing the actual nerves through the arm and shoulder is pretty tough, at least on my cadaver.
The Axilla: Simply put, this is the armpit. It contains the brachial plexus, and some major vessels, including the axillary artery and vein, a lot of fat, and a whole lot of lymph nodes. Human anatomy is a lot like street naming in a big city. Streets will change names for no good reason, same thing applies in anatomy. The brachial artery is also the axillary artery is also the subclavian artery is also mostly the brachio cephalic vein, depending on where you are.
Posterior Mediastinum, the junk behind the heart and lung.
We had another practice practical in lab on saturday which was extremely frustrating. They pinned the same structures several time in different areas so you would be tricked. I realized after taking the practical that I need to spend a lot more time with the actual body so I can get a subconcious understanding of where things ‘ought’ to be in relation to other things. You can learn so much faster by seeing the real article than by studying the abstract version, it’s just a lot harder to study the body because it’s not clean and well colored. The majority of the contents of a cadaver are white, brown or yellow. Veins are sometimes blue, but lymph ducts can look a lot like a blood vessel too.
This week was a lot better than last, in short. We had two embyro lectures and a lot of PPS which reduced the amount of new anatomy I had to learn. PPS is Patient Physican and Society, which the clinical bone they throw us in the pre-clinical years. This week we had a lecture on pain, the only formal didactic session on chronic pain that we’ll recieve. The professor alleged that 80% of office visits pertain to chronic pain of some kind. If this is in fact true, you would think that we would have more instruction. There was a gentleman with chronic back pain secondary to a workplace injury who talked at length with how he came to grips mentally and emotionally with his intractable back pain. We then practiced interviewing a standardized patient about chronic pain issues. We haven’t gotten to do this 1:1 yet, but we have a small group and one of the group interviews while the rest of us watch. The guy who was interviewing was pretty choppy and stilted in his interview style. As several of my LDS friends who were in different groups and I debriefed the PPS session together, we all talked about how serving a mission helped us a lot to easily talk to strangers about intimate subjects.
Anatomy: this week we learned the following:
Posterior triangle of the neck: This region is defined basically as the area in front (anterior) of your trapezius and behind the platysma muscle. If you exaggerate a frown and push your face forward, the muscle that bulges out on your neck is the platysma (roughly speaking). The superior (upper) border is the matoid process which is the bony protusion behind your ear. In this little space we have the cervical plexus, the brachial plexus, and some small muscles that help to hold your head up. There are a host of blood vessels which are very difficult to remember. The brachial plexus is especially hard to remember, this innervates the arm and hand, as well as some of the pec muscles and the muslces of the shoulder. It’s easy to draw on paper, but tracing the actual nerves through the arm and shoulder is pretty tough, at least on my cadaver.
The Axilla: Simply put, this is the armpit. It contains the brachial plexus, and some major vessels, including the axillary artery and vein, a lot of fat, and a whole lot of lymph nodes. Human anatomy is a lot like street naming in a big city. Streets will change names for no good reason, same thing applies in anatomy. The brachial artery is also the axillary artery is also the subclavian artery is also mostly the brachio cephalic vein, depending on where you are.
Posterior Mediastinum, the junk behind the heart and lung.
We had another practice practical in lab on saturday which was extremely frustrating. They pinned the same structures several time in different areas so you would be tricked. I realized after taking the practical that I need to spend a lot more time with the actual body so I can get a subconcious understanding of where things ‘ought’ to be in relation to other things. You can learn so much faster by seeing the real article than by studying the abstract version, it’s just a lot harder to study the body because it’s not clean and well colored. The majority of the contents of a cadaver are white, brown or yellow. Veins are sometimes blue, but lymph ducts can look a lot like a blood vessel too.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Saturday
Medical school is not a 9-5 affair, nor is it mon-fri. This is a truism to anyone who has been in school. Duhh! you say. I know. It's just a lot busier than I had imagined. Saturday is a perfect example. As an undergrad, you might write a paper for a few hours on saturday or do a little studying, but you generally had a good chunk of the day freee. Yesterday Aaron, Dan and I studied in the morning for nearly 5 hours. Our anatomy professor had compiled a review sheet with the weeks material in brief, and a list of review questions. We spent 4 1/2 hours going over it and we still hadnt' touched the last day's lecture by the end. I had promised mindy we would go and do something in the afternoon, so at 1330 we stopped and agreed to reconvene at 10pm in the anatomy lab. Mindy and I went to the world market to get some exotic cookies as a treat. This took far longer than we had anticipated because the highway is under construction. By 7pm I was back reading my old friends Netter and Moore. At 10, in the midst of a towering thunderstorm, Aaron, Dan, and I left to go take a practice practical exam in the lab. A lab practical is when there are different tags placed on the cadaver with a number and you have answer the questions regarding the tagged part. If it's a muscle, you might only have to ID the muscle, or just give the innervations, or the actions etc.. If it's a nerve, you might have to indicate what level of the spinal column it arises from and what kind of nerve fibers it contains. The ID"s are pretty straightforward, unless the cadaver looks like beef jerky, which was how we found them that evening. I did pretty well, I just made a lot of stupid mistakes which is usually the bane of my test taking. Got home at 1210, and went to bed.
The Best of Times, the Blurst of Times
The coinnoisseurs of the Simpson's will recognize the title. Mr. Burns has a thousand smoking monkeys writing novels on typewriters and this is what they wrote. In the interest of not being a snivelling sort of blogger, I thought I'd make a list of the best and worst things that I have seen in the first week:
Best:
- They treat you like adults. Nothing is babied or dumbed down for you. You are expected to study hard .
- You have smart classmates. Nobody in the class is an utter moron.
Worst:
-The workload never decreases, and the pace doesn't slow.
- You can never know the material well enough. There is always some minute detail that you forgot in your studies. Ergo, there is no real sense of mastery or completion.
Best:
- They treat you like adults. Nothing is babied or dumbed down for you. You are expected to study hard .
- You have smart classmates. Nobody in the class is an utter moron.
Worst:
-The workload never decreases, and the pace doesn't slow.
- You can never know the material well enough. There is always some minute detail that you forgot in your studies. Ergo, there is no real sense of mastery or completion.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Mediastinum and a long day
Yesterday we had our first embryology lecture. Here, embryology is taught once a week concurrent with the gross anatomy course. That means we have ten embryology classes, and one pass/fail final. Since we didn’t have gross yesterday, that meant no dissection and a little more time to study the dissections from the previous two days. Since the first lecture was pretty superficial and ‘big picture’, the locker room consensus was that it wasn’t worth our time to study embryology until we got some more detail. I’m inclined to agree with this assesment, since time is precious and embryology isn’t a big portion of the course. “ But you’re in medical school to learn all you can!” I hear you cry. So I am, but I study between 6-10 hours a day just trying to master gross anatomy without tossing embrology into the mix. If I had the time, I would study it every week, since it would actually facitlate the understanding of why certain structures are posistioned where they are in the body.
Regarding pace: We have about 90-120 minutes of lecture a day for gross anatomy. I asked my friends who took gross as undergrads what the pace was like with respect to their previous experience. It turns out we cover in one lecture what took them a week to cover before. That means we’re going about 5 times as fast as an undergrad. This is why I study so long. It’s exhilirating in a way, but I also know that it’s like riding a bike at 20 miles an hour along the top of a median barrier. It’s a rush, but there isn’t a lot of margin for error. If I miss just a little, the consequences are dire. THe material is pretty cumulative, so you need the previous day’s lecture to understand today’s lecture.
Today was just such a day. It wasn’t my turn to dissect (we rotate dissectors every day), so I studied for a few hours after lecture until the lab opened up to the rest of us. Our dissection for the day was the mediastinum and the pleural cavity. These lie directly below the ribcage, and include the heart, lungs and associated structures between the diaphragm and the clavicle. Our individual is rich in adipose tissue which really slows down a dissection because it has to be removed before you can actually see anything. The lungs weren’t in very good shape at the time of death, and the dissection process hadn’t aided matters. Everything was still really jumbled together when I got to the lab, so it was pretty tough to learn from the cadaver. The fact that I couldn’t see firsthand what I had been studying for a few hours set me back in my schedule quite a ways. I felt pretty panicky and behind as I left the lab frustrated and annoyed. A friend of mine who is a pretty talented dissector and has been helping me through anatomy offered to come in early before class and help me to see everything on his cadaver. Tomorrow morning at 6:45 we’re going to go over the mediastinum and everything else in there before lecture....
Regarding pace: We have about 90-120 minutes of lecture a day for gross anatomy. I asked my friends who took gross as undergrads what the pace was like with respect to their previous experience. It turns out we cover in one lecture what took them a week to cover before. That means we’re going about 5 times as fast as an undergrad. This is why I study so long. It’s exhilirating in a way, but I also know that it’s like riding a bike at 20 miles an hour along the top of a median barrier. It’s a rush, but there isn’t a lot of margin for error. If I miss just a little, the consequences are dire. THe material is pretty cumulative, so you need the previous day’s lecture to understand today’s lecture.
Today was just such a day. It wasn’t my turn to dissect (we rotate dissectors every day), so I studied for a few hours after lecture until the lab opened up to the rest of us. Our dissection for the day was the mediastinum and the pleural cavity. These lie directly below the ribcage, and include the heart, lungs and associated structures between the diaphragm and the clavicle. Our individual is rich in adipose tissue which really slows down a dissection because it has to be removed before you can actually see anything. The lungs weren’t in very good shape at the time of death, and the dissection process hadn’t aided matters. Everything was still really jumbled together when I got to the lab, so it was pretty tough to learn from the cadaver. The fact that I couldn’t see firsthand what I had been studying for a few hours set me back in my schedule quite a ways. I felt pretty panicky and behind as I left the lab frustrated and annoyed. A friend of mine who is a pretty talented dissector and has been helping me through anatomy offered to come in early before class and help me to see everything on his cadaver. Tomorrow morning at 6:45 we’re going to go over the mediastinum and everything else in there before lecture....
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Spinous Process
Spinous Process
So we dissected yesterday. It was not a shocking as I thought it would be. Currently we are covering the back muscles, spinal cord, nerves, etc... Monday morning we were introduced to our cadavers prior to the first anatomy lecture. They were in blue tarpaulin bags with a zipper up the top. We unzipped our bags to inspect the cadaver itself for any scars, tattoos, missing parts (e.g. fingers). The faces are covered with a rag, they’ll be uncovered later. The body itself was pale yellow-white with gray parts too. I found that the hardest thing to look at were the hands, actually; I don’t know why. After lecture 3 of the 7 of us returned to the lab to dissect. The bodies were prone and propped on blocks to facilitate the dissection.
Our first task was to skin the back so we could probe deep into the muscles. Human skin is much tougher than I realized, it took much more force to pierce it with a scalpel than I had imagined. In life our cadaver was a hefty individual, lots of fat to pick away. Fat really blunts your scalpel blades, since you have to cut a lot of it away to reach muscle. The muscle itself of course did not look like it does in Netter’s Anatomy. It’s dark brown, kind of grayish too. The fascia that invests (covers and surrounds) the superficial and deep muscles of the back is a lot like strapping tape. It’s thin and extremely tough with whitish striations running longitudinally down it. We were able to distinguish and expose most of the muscles of the back, with the exception of much of the levator scapulae (raises the shoulder, kind of on the side and back of your neck), and some of the smaller muscles that turn the head. They overlap and aren’t clearly delineated in the body so distinguishing between the different muscles took professional assistance.
I think that studying for this class is going to mean a lot of time in the lab. The atlases are ok for getting a rough idea of what to look for and they’re invaluable in identifying stuff in the lab itself, but it’s hard to get a 3D mental image from book study alone. The most difficult thing about anatomy so far has been learning the innervation of the back muscles. The pace is really fast, I imagine that in the last two days, we’ve covered what would take a week at an undergrad school. At times the fast pace is terrifying, because I know that if I fall behind, I’ll never catch up. Since I’ve never studied innervation or anything remotely close, I have to teach myself the language in order to understand the texts and atlases. Yesterday I was in school or studying from 6am until 10 pm, with about a 90 minute dinner break. Long Day!
So we dissected yesterday. It was not a shocking as I thought it would be. Currently we are covering the back muscles, spinal cord, nerves, etc... Monday morning we were introduced to our cadavers prior to the first anatomy lecture. They were in blue tarpaulin bags with a zipper up the top. We unzipped our bags to inspect the cadaver itself for any scars, tattoos, missing parts (e.g. fingers). The faces are covered with a rag, they’ll be uncovered later. The body itself was pale yellow-white with gray parts too. I found that the hardest thing to look at were the hands, actually; I don’t know why. After lecture 3 of the 7 of us returned to the lab to dissect. The bodies were prone and propped on blocks to facilitate the dissection.
Our first task was to skin the back so we could probe deep into the muscles. Human skin is much tougher than I realized, it took much more force to pierce it with a scalpel than I had imagined. In life our cadaver was a hefty individual, lots of fat to pick away. Fat really blunts your scalpel blades, since you have to cut a lot of it away to reach muscle. The muscle itself of course did not look like it does in Netter’s Anatomy. It’s dark brown, kind of grayish too. The fascia that invests (covers and surrounds) the superficial and deep muscles of the back is a lot like strapping tape. It’s thin and extremely tough with whitish striations running longitudinally down it. We were able to distinguish and expose most of the muscles of the back, with the exception of much of the levator scapulae (raises the shoulder, kind of on the side and back of your neck), and some of the smaller muscles that turn the head. They overlap and aren’t clearly delineated in the body so distinguishing between the different muscles took professional assistance.
I think that studying for this class is going to mean a lot of time in the lab. The atlases are ok for getting a rough idea of what to look for and they’re invaluable in identifying stuff in the lab itself, but it’s hard to get a 3D mental image from book study alone. The most difficult thing about anatomy so far has been learning the innervation of the back muscles. The pace is really fast, I imagine that in the last two days, we’ve covered what would take a week at an undergrad school. At times the fast pace is terrifying, because I know that if I fall behind, I’ll never catch up. Since I’ve never studied innervation or anything remotely close, I have to teach myself the language in order to understand the texts and atlases. Yesterday I was in school or studying from 6am until 10 pm, with about a 90 minute dinner break. Long Day!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Poised on the Verge
So, I write this on the eve of my first day of medical school. On thursday we received our syllabuses for gross anatomy. The syllabus itself is a packet nearly two inches thick with outlines for every lecture. There was an accompanying packet filled with cross-sectional diagrams of each unit we’re covering. The first unit is the back, from the nape of the neck to the iliac crest.
Friday I bought my Netter’s Anatomy Atlas which is filled with pictures and labels, but no other text. I have an old edition of Moore’s Clinical Anatomy to supplement. Hopefully between the two of these I can make some sense of gross anatomy. Netter’s set me back $75, but at least it’s a nice book. The biochem book I bought during under grad was $130, and I only used it twice, which is why I still have it. Perhaps Voet and Voet will be more helpful in medical school than they were in under grad.
Friday and Saturday I studied the first unit, trying to get a handle on the language of anatomy and at least a superficial understanding of where the various muscles of the back are located. Moore’s is hard to read because it uses words like “inferolateral”, which I think to the layman would mean “down low and to the side.”
I’m pretty worried about the workload that I’m getting myself into with school. It’s been over a year since I’ve had to study every day, and that was for organic chemistry. With o-chem, I knew that if I put in about 2-3 hours a day I would be ok. For anatomy, I think, at least judging by my preliminary attempts to learn the back, the time investment will be something more on the order of 5-6 hours. The last time I had a workload that was similar was during the e term I was writing my thesis for history. During that quarter, I remember that pretty much every free minute was spent in the library writing or doing research. There were many times that I felt that I didn’t have time to go to class because I was too busy studying. Since I was pretty depressed during that time, I’m more than a little concerned about what is going to happen during medical school.
Being on the edge of this impending besogne I am reminded a little of the feelings I would have in high school when I was rowing. Every afternoon during the winter months I would get nauseous with anxiety when I thought about the upcoming erg workout. I couldn’t think about anything but how much it was going to hurt and how badly I wanted to do anything but row, a fear which was exacerbated by the knowledge I couldn’t get out of it. I know intellectually that medical school is going to be hard, but like when I was rowing, I also know that I can’t realistically get out of it, nor, deep down, do I want to. It’s going to be important to remember that there will occasionally be fun times and rewarding times interspersed with the hours of studying.
A vaincre sans périle, on triomphe sans gloire-Corneille. He did actually write something worthwhile!
Friday I bought my Netter’s Anatomy Atlas which is filled with pictures and labels, but no other text. I have an old edition of Moore’s Clinical Anatomy to supplement. Hopefully between the two of these I can make some sense of gross anatomy. Netter’s set me back $75, but at least it’s a nice book. The biochem book I bought during under grad was $130, and I only used it twice, which is why I still have it. Perhaps Voet and Voet will be more helpful in medical school than they were in under grad.
Friday and Saturday I studied the first unit, trying to get a handle on the language of anatomy and at least a superficial understanding of where the various muscles of the back are located. Moore’s is hard to read because it uses words like “inferolateral”, which I think to the layman would mean “down low and to the side.”
I’m pretty worried about the workload that I’m getting myself into with school. It’s been over a year since I’ve had to study every day, and that was for organic chemistry. With o-chem, I knew that if I put in about 2-3 hours a day I would be ok. For anatomy, I think, at least judging by my preliminary attempts to learn the back, the time investment will be something more on the order of 5-6 hours. The last time I had a workload that was similar was during the e term I was writing my thesis for history. During that quarter, I remember that pretty much every free minute was spent in the library writing or doing research. There were many times that I felt that I didn’t have time to go to class because I was too busy studying. Since I was pretty depressed during that time, I’m more than a little concerned about what is going to happen during medical school.
Being on the edge of this impending besogne I am reminded a little of the feelings I would have in high school when I was rowing. Every afternoon during the winter months I would get nauseous with anxiety when I thought about the upcoming erg workout. I couldn’t think about anything but how much it was going to hurt and how badly I wanted to do anything but row, a fear which was exacerbated by the knowledge I couldn’t get out of it. I know intellectually that medical school is going to be hard, but like when I was rowing, I also know that I can’t realistically get out of it, nor, deep down, do I want to. It’s going to be important to remember that there will occasionally be fun times and rewarding times interspersed with the hours of studying.
A vaincre sans périle, on triomphe sans gloire-Corneille. He did actually write something worthwhile!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Recap
Here is a brief recapitulation of our lives since we left Eugene.
-Spent 3 weeks at camp: wonderful time kayaking, reading and just hanging out.
Arrived in St Louis 2 weeks ago. We arrived at about 1130 in the morning, left our stuff at my grandma Flatley's in Kirkwood, and left to visit apartments at the Hampton Gardens. These apartments are in "The Hill", which is a heavily Italian neighborhood in west St. Louis. They were close to a heavily trafficked road which didn't really appeal. The price was about right, however. The primary downsides were: small kitchen (comically small stoves), smallish floorplan, and inability to place a piano on the premises. There was a basement which we could store things in, however.
After Hampton Gardens, we saw some rather seedy places in teh Central West End, which is close to Washington University, which is a few miles due north of the Hill. From there we went a little further into the Central West End, visiting Forest Station Ap'ts. These were ok, in old buildings that could have been nice. The problem was that, rather than preserving the oldness and capitalizing on it, the managers were trying to modernize the place on the cheap. The end result was an odd mixture of inexpensive low quality modern fixtures and carpet in old high ceiling rooms. The mélange of the two was poorly executed. We spent the next two days looking at more of same, growing increasingly frustrated. Everywhere was either nice but too expensive, or affordable but crummy.
Finally we decided to drive around Tower Grove Park, which is just southwest of the medical school and look for 'For Rent' signs. Along Arsenal, the southern border of the Park, we found a lot of rentals available. We finally got in one to look around and fell in love with it. Our current abode has pale green walls with white trim, wood floors, and old ceramic fireplace, built in bookshelves, a big kitchen with pantry, a bathroom where the tub has little legs, and a huge bedroom. The price tag was well within our range and best of all, the place was available!
To abreviate the narrative, we obtained parking permits from the police, had the truck delivered, and unloaded it with the assistance of the young men in our ward. 3 days later, we were pretty much unpacked and situated, with only the pictures and some other odds and ends left unplaced. The only casualties of the move were our kitchen table which was wounded in action (a minor gouge on the surface), and the box with our posters which disappeared entirely. I guess some thief somewhere is enjoying a collection of obscure prints from the Louvre. I hope he likes pictures of Egyptian artifacts and Spanish naval vessels.
All of these events bring us to the beginning of Orientation which will be sumarized in the next post.
-Spent 3 weeks at camp: wonderful time kayaking, reading and just hanging out.
Arrived in St Louis 2 weeks ago. We arrived at about 1130 in the morning, left our stuff at my grandma Flatley's in Kirkwood, and left to visit apartments at the Hampton Gardens. These apartments are in "The Hill", which is a heavily Italian neighborhood in west St. Louis. They were close to a heavily trafficked road which didn't really appeal. The price was about right, however. The primary downsides were: small kitchen (comically small stoves), smallish floorplan, and inability to place a piano on the premises. There was a basement which we could store things in, however.
After Hampton Gardens, we saw some rather seedy places in teh Central West End, which is close to Washington University, which is a few miles due north of the Hill. From there we went a little further into the Central West End, visiting Forest Station Ap'ts. These were ok, in old buildings that could have been nice. The problem was that, rather than preserving the oldness and capitalizing on it, the managers were trying to modernize the place on the cheap. The end result was an odd mixture of inexpensive low quality modern fixtures and carpet in old high ceiling rooms. The mélange of the two was poorly executed. We spent the next two days looking at more of same, growing increasingly frustrated. Everywhere was either nice but too expensive, or affordable but crummy.
Finally we decided to drive around Tower Grove Park, which is just southwest of the medical school and look for 'For Rent' signs. Along Arsenal, the southern border of the Park, we found a lot of rentals available. We finally got in one to look around and fell in love with it. Our current abode has pale green walls with white trim, wood floors, and old ceramic fireplace, built in bookshelves, a big kitchen with pantry, a bathroom where the tub has little legs, and a huge bedroom. The price tag was well within our range and best of all, the place was available!
To abreviate the narrative, we obtained parking permits from the police, had the truck delivered, and unloaded it with the assistance of the young men in our ward. 3 days later, we were pretty much unpacked and situated, with only the pictures and some other odds and ends left unplaced. The only casualties of the move were our kitchen table which was wounded in action (a minor gouge on the surface), and the box with our posters which disappeared entirely. I guess some thief somewhere is enjoying a collection of obscure prints from the Louvre. I hope he likes pictures of Egyptian artifacts and Spanish naval vessels.
All of these events bring us to the beginning of Orientation which will be sumarized in the next post.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Moving
Well, as I write this, Mindy and I are on the road. We left Eugene on Thursdsay. En route, our car broke down in Portland. We called AAA and they directed us to a shop in Tigerd. After 4hours and $1100, the shop had replaced our catalytic converter, and a portion of the exhaust line. When we arrived in Bountiful, UT, the car was again making teh same noise it had been in portland. We took it to an exhaust shop in Bountiful, where they fixed the repair which had been hastily done in portland. It's now Sunday evening and Mindy and I are getting set to drive 900 miles tomorrow. We hope to make it to Omaha by late tomorrow evening. No photos to post yet, but we'll post some when we get 'em.
Monday, June 04, 2007
Moving
So, we're going to use an ABF truck to move, rather than the relocubes we'd thought about. It's cheaper, and I think it'll work out ok. The downside is that the method we've chosen is to load the truck at the trucking depot rather than to have the truck come to our house. It is, however, much cheaper to do it this way.
Emily is coming to camp with us, as is Rob. Everything is set regarding tickets, etc.. Now alll we have to do is to pack our stuff and get the heck out of Dodge.
-Spiff.
Emily is coming to camp with us, as is Rob. Everything is set regarding tickets, etc.. Now alll we have to do is to pack our stuff and get the heck out of Dodge.
-Spiff.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Housing
Mindy and I are still looking online at housing in the St. Louis area. We're looking at the Tower Grove area, Webster Groves, and Maplewood. So far nothing of substance to report.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Me be blogger!
George is initiating me into the blogging world. Now I get to regail the world with fascinating stories of me. This is neat. It's kind of like a journal, but it's public and everyone gets to read it. At the very least, I can record medical school through the eyes of the wife support team.
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